IDENTITY CRISIS

I have a story: Ok, I always do
I'll begin with media
Because media begins with ME
I remember the time I gave into this desire
To blend in...fit in they said
So I decided to moonwalk my way to slavery
Just like that my life became a focus of what
He or she says or dims
Instead of  He REDEEMS
I lived my life as a neutral
I was ChristianISH
Not knowing that this would lead me to ISHmaels blessing
Instead of Isaacs
See, I was bound and held down
By the unforgiving reality of the state of my spirituality 
I was a Christian....or so I portrayed the fantasy
With a filthy personal life
But a 'God bless you brother, How are you brethren'
Kind of personality...
Till one day..Like Britt Nicole
I could sing

You lifted my head up, (when)I was keeping my head down
I didn't know love But I do now
Cause you stood right there and told me I had something beautiful inside
You brought to life a part I thought had died
And I saw me ~THROUGH YOUR EYES~